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having lived the life you've lived, if you had a choice: would you wish that you were never born.

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yes, i would take back this whole life & undo all the good i've done
1 (25.0%)

no. i accept myself, i am at peace with the universe. shit happens, here i am, nobody invited you either.
2 (50.0%)

occasionally, but not really; "i just wanted to escape that particular situation."
0 (0.0%)

i don't trouble myself with hypothetical questions.
0 (0.0%)

yes, only because nothing is perfect and perfect is DEAD.
0 (0.0%)

other
1 (25.0%)

other:

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let's say i've been opening effexor capsules, smoking wormwood & listening to courtney love all day to try & understand you better

gulag look.
114.4 lbs. but who's counting

all reactionaries should be lined up and shot.

all revolutionaries should be lined up and shot.

all ritualists should be lined up and shot.

dead people don't make sense.
all you have to do (in life) is die.

"self-improvement really isn't my gig."

holy shit you guys

holy shit

i ain't good for real updates

let's talk about who we want to sleep with

that guy above and johnny depp are my two

Current Mood: sexually frustrated

Oh,
I
know

I too shall cease and be as when I was not yet, only all over instead of in store. That makes me happy, often now my murmur falters and dies and I weep for happiness as I go along and for love of this old earth

that has carried me so long and whose uncomplainingness will soon be mine. Just under the surface I shall be, all together at first, then separate, and drift through all the earth and perhaps in the end through a cliff into the sea, something of me.

A ton of worms in an acre, that is a wonderful thought,
a ton of worms, I believe it.

--- Samuel Beckett in
From an Abandoned Work

in the state i've worked myself up in
if i could begin to tell you one thing, i would never finish
(everything i don't know is telling you a secret)

Current Mood: mono.

"If I take my own advice, it will always only show the meaning it's lacked"

"On est parti dans la vie avec les conseils des parents. Ils n’ont pas tenu devant l’existence. On est tombé dans les salades qu’étaient plus affreuses l’une que l’autre. On est sorti comme on a pu de ces conflagrations funestes, plutôt de traviole, tout crabe baveux, à reculons, pattes en moins. On s’est bien marré quelques fois, faut être juste, même avec la merde, mais toujours en proie d’inquiétudes que les vacheries recommenceraient… Et toujours elles ont recommencé… Rappelons-nous!"

Guignol's Band, L-F. Céline.

i love you more than time can tell.

the dry tears endangerment.

i love you more than i love the plinth.

i love you more than i [apparently] love overeating.

Peachier life is, less I feel like writing.

blood-let; feeling better.
(just can't allow myself to think.)

this is not just any funny dog video, it is MY funny dog video

spoonshake and I were wandering around his neighborhood, which is near the Ukrainian village in Chicago, and we saw this incredible dog just dancing away. Word on the street is he "does this all the time."

This is also my first upload to youtube. peace out.

woke up this morning to a crisis averted. then to celebrate, mimosas, blueberry muffins. before noon, drove to the theatre, saw public enemies. only scoffed three times (max) so a good film! afterward, derek bought me new strings for my gretsch, which I still have not named. a nap with rainy dreams and then out to the porch to combat mosquitoes with the overhead fan and citronella incense while I dove into typing up my zine. right now the plan is three different threads, differentiated by the fonts - (perpetua, typewritten, handwritten). there's no real unity, and I feel strange even working on a zine at 25 because I am completely apolitical, and who wants to read the lazy summer vignettes of a girl my age?

love is the recognition of your/self through another

& it's inevitable that even in a foreign country if i am standing in a huge group of people outside a bar the guy looking for drugs will come up to me first
can i have the sign removed from my forehead please